10.01.13 12:37am

I see your face -- your head resting on my pillow with your eyes closed and your sleepy, crooked smile. I can feel my fingertips run down the side of your jaw, through the stubble on your chin, and back to your cheek. I can feel the smoothness of your chest as my hands move down towards your bellybutton. I can feel our legs intertwined under the covers and the warmth of your body against mine. I have my pressed to your chest and I can feel your heartbeat. I am safe, wrapped up in your arms; nothing can touch us, babe.

And then I open my eyes and reach out for you, but you're miles away and I'm right here. Nights like these I don't want to go to bed because my heart aches even more when I wake up alone.

08.31.13 2:04am

I love you so much it hurts. The thought of not being with you makes me sick to my stomach. I have never loved someone so much. You make me whole. You make me happy. You make me want you more than anything else. I'm an idiot. You can only push people so far before they leave and I swear to god if I let myself push you away, I will never forgive myself.

07.29.13 12:29am

I want to rub my hands up and down your back and I want to feel your lips on my collarbone and I want to run my fingers through your hair and I want to bite your lip and whisper, "I love you," in your ear. 

06.23.13 1:44pm

There's something about
The moonlight on our skin
And your fingers running
Through my hair, that makes
Your kiss so much sweeter. 

06.10.13 10:27pm

Headlights reflect in the mirror,
Taillights fade in the distance,
The white lines become blurred
As I close my eyes and breathe in--
I can still taste you on my lips.

05.30.13 9:21am

It's your heartbeat, and your stubble when you don't shave for a few days, and when you run your fingers across my stomach, and when our legs are intertwined while we lay together on your couch. It's all the moments you make me smile, and laugh, and happy. It's what I know I was looking for. You found me.

04.29.13 12:40am

Your voice is like the rain
At first it's gentle and sweet
But then it floods my ears
And drowns me in an ocean
Of whispers and lullabies. 

04.22.13 8:24am

I can feel
The weight
Of everything
On my shoulders
Taking over my life
And I just can't stop.

04.21.13 8:36pm

I love the way you play with little things when you're not interested in the conversation -- when you tear papers up or fiddle with strings in your hands. I love how you twitch as you fall asleep and how you think you don't snore. I love how you don't notice how much I adore you when you're not looking. I just want to love all of you one day.

04.12.13 10:38am

And I count the days
Between the freeways
And I count the hours
Between the car rides
And I count the minutes
Between the red lights
And they all add up
To you

04.11.13 12:16am

Rain is falling on
My window pane;
I should be in your
Arms, safe and sound;
Cuddled up into your
Chest, listening to your
Heartbeat until the rain
Is gone and I'm fast asleep.

04.08.13 8:28am

We are
Rainy nights
And empty
Freeways

04.01.13 2:12am

Your
Heartbeat
In my ear
Is the only
Lullaby
That will
Put me
To Sleep
Tonight

03.30.13 2:40pm

I want to
Breath you
In like a
Cigarette
And let you
Linger in my
Lungs until it
Hurts 

03.26.13 1:32am

I want to tell you how wonderful you are. I want to tell you my hopes and dream, my secrets and stories. I want to tell you everything, but I'm so scared to let you in because I don't want you to leave -- not so soon at least.

03.22.13 1:19am

Days like these
I think about
The thin ice and
The freezing water
And how easy it
Would be to just
Plunge and sink and
Burn inside until I'm
Just another shipwreck
In the sea.

03.17.13 7:04pm

I watch the yellow
Lines rush by
And I know that
One slip of my
Hand and it is
All over

02.08.13 2:41am

I want a painful, depressing love. I want to love someone so much it hurts. I want to love someone so much that if they were ever leave my whole body would ache of longing. I think that's  the only kind of love I can have.

02.03.13 12:05am

It was the woods, the sun, your fingers in my hair. It was our youth, our innocence, the beginning of an ending. It was how you kissed me. I remember it all in flashes of yellows and greens and blues. It was spring; warm spring with sunny days and chilly nights. That's when I fell in love with you.

01.09.13 1:15am

And here I am
Clenching my
Chest and
Holding back
Tears; I don't
Want to
Go to bed
Because I
Don't want to
See your face
Anymore.

01.06.13 1:16am

Sometimes,
Just for a second
I wish you were still mine,
And if you were, I would kiss
Every inch of you, breathe in your
Scent, and capture those eyes, so
Even if it were possible to forget, I'd
Always remember.

12.23.12 11:58am

I want to go to Boston,
live in the city for a little while,
find myself. Move to Cape Cod
and watch the ocean from my kitchen window;
sneak out and fall in love on the sand.

12.11.12 1:17am

This time of year
The cold air and
The rush of
Adrenaline
Hits me like a
Freight Train
Every
Single
Time

I hate this feeling
Of nostalgia of
A past that is
Long gone
But it's here
In the back
Of my mind
And all I
Want is
To
Disappear

We could
Run away
Together
Ditch this
Damned town
And just leave
Get away from
The past
Just
For
Tonight
At least.

11.30.12 1:02am

Trace my neck
With your lips
Make my skin
Tingle and Come
Alive under your
Touch

Make me feel
Each nerve in
My body electrify
As I take
The plunge into
You

11.26.12 6:19pm

Skin and bones
I want to feel
Your skin and bones
On my skin
And bones

Lips parted
I want to feel
Your lips parted
On my lips
Parted

10.10.12 2:27am

I want to know you. How your body feels against mine as we sleep, legs intertwined. The way your heart beats as I lay awake listening to your breaths. I want to know the way your hand would slowly trace the outline of my jaw before you kiss me — oh, the way you would kiss me. I want to know what’s on your mind at night, what keeps you up, my dear. I want to know how we’d fall in love, what it would be like to hear your voice everyday. What it would be like to have you here. I want you.